Jumat, 13 Maret 2020

Mom

Come out of nowhere, I remember what was happen when I was in elementary school. That day I was playing, then a group of people came bring a body of dead man. As a child with curiosity I walked and followed them. Short story, I peeped when the body was cleaned. It was not clear btw, my heart was pumping so fast. Suddenly, i felt something hit me on my back. I found one stone, threw at me. I was looking around sought the source. Nothing. I continued my observation. Then i was hit again. Second stone on my head. Shit, I was afraid. But my I didn't care. I still continued. Third stone, harder than before on my head! So I stopped, searching, and heard something. There was a giggle, from boys I was sure. I saw feet. Now I turned out to be pissed off. Some boys played me. Damn you idiot, i thought that day. Next act I did was threw back at one of them who I believed he was the one hit me. I took a stone and the stone hit him on his head. Bulls eye!!!! I smiled. Take that you lil bastard! It doesn't feel nice right?!

But suddenly, it was blood on his head. Fell down and he cried. I was shocked and went home. I said nothing to my mother. A few hours later, his parent came to my house, blaming me.  for everything and so mad. I locked myself in my room. I thought my mom will kill me.

Then I entered the room and asked me and she wanted me to tell everything.
I said, he threw the stone first, i was angry and I fought back!
My mom was silent.
Then she said, well done. You have to be strong, dont let anyone bully you, harm you, or anything they make you wanna feel bad about yourself. Fight back! But dont start war first, fight when you have to.

No drama, no angry, no cry.
Since then I know, my parent will support me no matter what as long as I am right. So, life is easier since then.

Jumat, 28 Februari 2020

Jeda


Kamis, 02 Januari 2020

It's 2020, Love

I never thought LOVE is so complicated

Love makes you strong and pain at the same time
Love gives happiness and tears at once
Love is freedom with a chain

No wonder, there poems, songs, paints, lyrics and books about LOVE
Stories that have no end
Experience which can't be the same

Now, I can relate..

Btw, Happy New Year Loves 💖

I see better me in 2020



Kamis, 26 Desember 2019

berdiri

berdiri tanpa berdarah dan menangis itu sulit

tapi lebih sulit jika sudah berdiri namun tidak punya tujuan

Sabtu, 30 November 2019

Kelas Inspirasi


Senin, 21 Oktober 2019

sekilas

Hi guys, udah Oktober aja nih.
Belum sempat nulis lagi.

Semoga secepatnya ya bisa catch up sama kalian lagi.

See you soon 💋

Kamis, 12 September 2019

aku lemah

" memulai pertengkaran denganmu adalah sesuatu yang salah. aku kalah. aku terlalu rindu lalu mengalah. aku lemah. "

Rabu, 14 Agustus 2019

fave human

before i go to sleep and meet you in my dream,
I just want you to know,
that my fave food is anything i eat with you,
my fave places are whenever i go with you,
my fave music is your voice
you are the apple of my eyes
and the sweetest cake i ever tasted is your lips
'cause my fave human is you ❤️


Selasa, 06 Agustus 2019

diantara

Bising
Saat semua sibuk memainkan perannya
Mematung di tengah kecepatan
Menarik nafas

Terang
Semua nyaman dengan khayalannya
Menyusun dan membingkainya
Duduk dan diam

Dingin
Guguran daun diatas batu
Tanah basah sisa hujan semalam
Lampu menyala sedang berdoa

-

Kamis, 25 Juli 2019

Kudapan malam #10

hei, sudah dua puluh satu jam aku tak mendengar kabar
aku yakin kamu baik-baik
aku yang tidak baik
masih saja merindu walau sedang ditengah serbuan tagihan laporan
sungguh menyedihkan aku yang diperbudak cinta

aku harap besok datang cepat
matahari cepat terbenam dan terbit
tapi aku membuang menit dengan sulit

azan ashar
harusnya aku sudah menyelesaikan makalahku
malah ingat terus kamu

sudah, sampai jumpa besok