ˈē-vəl

do you ever remember 

the text which i sent you

i broke your heart

i was evil

month later

i see you

heard whisper

you seemed so happy

with the girl who broke my trust 

i am not crying 

happiness follow me

since then

i am free

 

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ˈsä-ləs

i feel like missing everything 
i am broke and empty
then you
you show me
life is real
but i feel
you are my comfort zone

home-to-be

hold you tight

that i wish tonight

the stars at my roof 

they're shining, smiling, bending your lip

i don't know why i miss you tonight

and every night

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let·​ter

time goes

over year

he calls me 'my lady'

i call him 'my dear'

like a water

we flow together

he gives me peace

i give him trust

we are different color

both each perfect

never thought i ran this far

seeing your eyes

watching sunrise on the peak

swim the river when it rains

the time's here

clicking like heartbeat

touching our shadows

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ˈde-li-kət

he never take me dancing

or starring stars with hand tied

no sweet talk

or promises

'life is a bitter' he said

but he gave me candy kiss

he stronger 

but i am tougher

he's player

but i am the winner

we never shared dream

we build them

with our hands

and our time

lord, save us

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ˈär-ē-ə

he took more than octaeteris

i gave him forever

he flew back visiting 'old friend'

i stayed even it broke me

since then

i was not myself

he's so pure

as long as i see

he drew me

breathed blind

fake smiling

there was a rope

then many

there was a lie

kinda best lie

he was my world

he was my best

till I brave to leave

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gi.ta

penyihir dingin itu pulang

pada rumah yang kosong

dalam hening waktu berputar ke belakang

tudung hitamnya perlahan terbuka
berganti menjadi warna langit
bebas berjalan dua kaki

sepasang mata mendekat

menawarkan keamanan 

merdu dan manis 

namun tangannya belum mau menggenggam
luka si kelana itu masih mengaga
tampak dalam dan kering

keduanya berjalan ke arah timur

tempat bahagia melegenda

semakin kuat

x

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le.la (1)

kelabu

warna langit saat itu

lebar jalan namun sesak untuk berdua

ekor mata mengintip sekali untuk melihat rekahan senyum itu

tidak bergandeng tangan

'itu bukan gayaku', katamu 

sudah turun matahari sepenuhnya

saatnya mengucap selamat berjumpa lagi

entah kapan

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the1 - TS

I'm doing good, I'm on some new shit

Been saying "Yes" instead of "No"

I thought I saw you at the bus stop, I didn't though

I hit the ground running each night

I hit the Sunday matinee

You know the greatest films of all time were never made

I guess you never know, never know

And if you wanted me, you really should've showed

And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow

And it's alright now

But we were something, don't you think so?

Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool

And if my wishes came true

It would've been you

In my defense, I have none

For never leaving well enough alone

But it would've been fun

If you would've been the one

I have this dream you're doing cool shit

Having adventures on your own

You meet some woman on the Internet and take her home

We never painted by the numbers, baby

But we were making it count

You know the greatest loves of all time are over now

I guess you never know, never know

And it's another day, waking up alone

But we were something, don't you think so?

Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool

And if my wishes came true

It would've been you

In my defense, I have none

For never leaving well enough alone

But it would've been fun

If you would've been the one

Hey, yeah-yeah

Persist and resist the temptation to ask you

If one thing had been different

Would everything be different today?

We were something, don't you think so?

Rosé flowing with your chosen family

And it would've been sweet

If it could've been me

In my defense, I have none

For digging up the grave another time

But it would've been fun

If you would've been the one

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-.-

pengen nulis, tapi masih musim uas.

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sampai kapan ?

momen puasa yang ngga biasa
udah sebulan ngga kerasa
bentar lagi udahan puasa
setiap lebaran pasti berbeda
tapi kali ini ngga nyangka
lebaran dalam keadaan wabah di mana-mana
ekonomi morat marit sangat nestapa
saat diam di rumah adalah buah simalakama

tahun 2020
jangan lagi berubah menjadi tambah buruk
cukup sampai sini membuat jutaan jiwa terpuruk
perasaan resah gelisah berkecamuk
antara bekerja atau duduk dan ngantuk

sampai kapan?

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