Too Many Questions

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What if,

smiling is cover

cover for sadness

cover for pretending

cover for anger

cover for pain


What if,

the happiness is very close but hard to get

then, the time is about to running away

the love you fight for seems gone

the boat you made for escaping is disappearing

and hope is just imagination


What if,

You have wings ?

Are you going to fly?

Or you just look around and enjoy the view from above ?


Too many questions

I cannot answers

Or I don't have the answers

Too many

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My Bad Luck Star

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For myself,

I am a fragile little girl in huge world

Problems is still there as long as I live

Cry a lot

Don't forget to smile

If me, have bad day like today

Just write down the story, like I did today

Let myself know, i am not alone

At least, God, this laptop and songs know I am in the trouble

Please don't let myself give up

Just crying, sharing, then releasing that pain

God knows and already set the way out

Just wait

Please, don't die

To my dearest soul, mine is amazing

You're strong and delicate

Sometimes there will be someone

Who will see how valuable I am

And his love never change, ever

- E

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