Senja

Senja

Elok jingganya teduh
Keindahan sebelum kegelapan menjelang
Rembulan bintang mengintip dari jauh
Diam-diam sekantong rindu datang

Rindu pada yang terlupakan
Mengenang kebahagiaan
Rasanya baru kemarin
Tapi sudah 8 tahun berlalu tanpa perubahan

Jika di hati ada ukuran menampung kesabaran
Maka hati ini sudah meledak
Menanggung keresahan dan kebimbangan
Menangisi apa yang terlewatkan

Sekarang bukan saatnya lagi untuk belajar
Sudah terlambat untuk saling berargumen
Sudah habis kata-kata terpental yang tak sempat terucapkan
Sudah tak ada rayu dan canda, hambar semata

Kubuang sekantong rindu itu
Berharap sore membawa kelegaan
Melalui deretan panjang burung gereja yang berterbangan
Ku titipkan pada Tuhan
Hati yang sudah rusak karena ledakan..

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Pecah

"selain ada air dan minyak yang tak bisa bersatu, ada kamu dan aku yang tak lagi saling peduli, apalagi mencintai."

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December

In December
I remember
I was in danger but have no power
It contains anger

Sometimes we're already in good place
With good wine and good friends
Being fine and always smiles
No blood but in pain

Then the night wakes you
The stars aren't you
The moon is watching you
The sky is crying over you

Inside your head is dying slowly
Your heart is beating hardly
When you remember how many December you throw away with any kind of bullshit reason you made yourself

So it goes again
December is on the way end
With dream it takes away

With the hope and we pray
Up and make the better day
Till our hair's turning to gray

-RM 2017

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Shape of you

the way i see it
differently from yours
its complicated by the way
cause baby i like myself dancing on my bed naked

over my head your body's shapes spinning
lips till chest its mine
the rest is ours
god its what all i want

souls are burning
heads in somewhere else with you
bones cold miss your heat
honey we'll keep it secret

your hair messy
dark brown skin
arms around each other
fuck, i just cant

electrified when we both drunk
heaven moves to earth as we are alone
your dancing shirtless, me too
if this a dream please dont wake me up

-RM 2017

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Distance

clear like water
sparkling like a moon
you get down
i get low

aliens are lying
they aren't coming
they're singing
we're dancing

more i reach you
the more i knew
king needs himself queen
but queen owns everything

wise man says the heart is caring
but i say heart is selfish
doesn't care what head say
turn around and mess itself

whole scenes i pictured
i show you next time
till i get
what mr. right wants

-RM 2017

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Rooftop

the roof down the sky
the​ place i think of you
when the sun goes down
sorrow does the paint

i like blue sky
you like ocean blue
dont make me to choose
if you did i choose you

forever we run from ourself
not getting better but running out of time
we sober after we die
out the space we fly

my heart say its young
but its old enough to be hurt
please keep 'em silent
if you open it feels nothing

baby you hear the star
calling out we are
they took the pain honey
lets get lost of this world

we together be as one
nothing will bother us anyway
cold washes the pain away
like wind blows your hair dry

-RM 2017

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You and me

i wish i cant write a song
maybe i'll tell you how much i miss u
i think everything will be good
alright i know it wasn't good

i go everywhere, your shadow follows me
i close my eyes, your whisper drives me
not to think it will gonna be
but it ends up painfully

god knows how do we try
even enemies become to dry
we do a night to cry
but it helps sometime

love is not funny
you sacrifice your dignity
maybe its hard sometime
but it worthwhile all the time

i could burn our memories down
but its me if i did
i thought it cant be worse
but its almost reach rock bottom

deep down my heart cant see
why this life is so tricky
people got sad and empty
but now i see, you are for me

-RM 2017

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Bulan

Malam ini aku membayangkan sedang bercengkrama dengan bulan

Ku tanyakan padanya, seberapa rindu dia dengan malam

Seberapa indahnya bintang dari posisinya

Seberapa berharganya bumi untuknya

Seberapa bersahabatnya ia dengan matahari

Malam ini bulan tidak menjawab

Ia hanya terang

Cahayanya kuat

Putih berpendar

Malam ini aku ceritakan malamku

Malam manis bersamamu

Bulan sepertinya mengerti

Bulatnya penuh seolah mendekat

Ku sandingkan rindu dan harapanku pada bulan malam ini

Semoga bulan tidak redup 

Ku peluk bulan dalam pejaman mata

Semoga esok aku bawakan cerita

Cerita yang membuat bulanku ceria

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