Kamis, 26 November 2020

second


 

Senin, 16 November 2020

we were beautiful

it's when you turn around

and gave up


that's I can't live with


and there's lie

anxiety

then she offered roses


I left

Rabu, 28 Oktober 2020

two years

Gloomy woman

Her life waves

She meets rock

He stands up strong


Sometimes they laugh

Nights she cries

Most of the time she waits

He turns black and grey

Never white or red


Snowball lies

The road miles

Fake smiles

Missing times


Two years of rain and sun

Bloom and movies

Stories and tales


Is there any two years ahead ?

Or we just rock and wave ?

Sabtu, 26 September 2020

perkara

dua hal yang tidak akan mendatangkan kelanggengan dalam suatu hubungan

yaitu

KEBOHONGAN

dan

RASA KASIHAN

Minggu, 13 September 2020

dia

adakalanya ku ingin menatap wajahmu lebih lama

untuk ku bawa dalam mimpi

senyum dan suara itu

terngiang meski telah lama tak berjumpa


tak banyak yang kita utarakan

bahkan banyak sekali darimu yang ku tak tau

kau masih baru

dan tidak mau terburu


tapi nyaman itu tak bisa dibeli

bahagia itu datang sendiri

tenang itu menyelimuti

dirimu datang mengganti sepi



Minggu, 30 Agustus 2020

ˈē-vəl

do you ever remember 

the text which i sent you

i broke your heart

i was evil


month later

i see you

heard whisper

you seemed so happy

with the girl who broke my trust 


i am not crying 

happiness follow me

since then

i am free


 

Kamis, 27 Agustus 2020

ˈsä-ləs

i feel like missing everything 
i am broke and empty
then you
you show me
life is real
but i feel
you are my comfort zone
home-to-be

hold you tight
that i wish tonight
the stars at my roof 
they're shining, smiling, bending your lip
i don't know why i miss you tonight
and every night

Sabtu, 08 Agustus 2020

let·​ter

time goes

over year

he calls me 'my lady'

i call him 'my dear'


like a water

we flow together


he gives me peace

i give him trust

we are different color

both each perfect


never thought i ran this far

seeing your eyes

watching sunrise on the peak

swim the river when it rains


the time's here

clicking like heartbeat

touching our shadows



ˈde-li-kət

he never take me dancing

or starring stars with hand tied


no sweet talk

or promises

'life is a bitter' he said

but he gave me candy kiss


he stronger 

but i am tougher

he's player

but i am the winner


we never shared dream

we build them

with our hands

and our time


lord, save us

ˈär-ē-ə

he took more than octaeteris

i gave him forever

he flew back visiting 'old friend'

i stayed even it broke me

since then

i was not myself


he's so pure

as long as i see

he drew me

breathed blind

fake smiling


there was a rope

then many

there was a lie

kinda best lie


he was my world

he was my best

till I brave to leave