Murky April

Now, I am collecting stars.
Many of it.
Until then I have it all.
I'll share it with you.

You know darling,
You are my sunshine.
You are my rainbow after raining.
You are my strawberry on my cake.

I can't describe how much I need you,
Cause you wont listen.
I can't tell you many times I miss you,
Cause you're not here anymore.

Darling,
If we through all this time easily,
Then what we're fighting for ?
What would you do if I am leaving ?

Baby,
Its so hard to make me understand.
About love you're explaining.
Cause the love isn't mine.

The time is rough.
I knew.
It's so difficult to be together.
I knew.

So, I take another train.
I bought another ticket.
Let me go by myself.
This time, only this time.

I wont promise everything is gonna be alright.
Cause everything seems falling to pieces.
I wont tell you I'll be always by your side.
Cause it hurt.

This is not goodbye.
This is another hello.
With no longer 'us'.
Just get used to it.


- Bandung, 14 April 2018